Thursday, May 28, 2009

Junk Drawer 04

Let's talk about a few things before I get to the links. (Or if you're boring you can just skip ahead.)

Namely, this article from New York Magazine, called "In Defense of Distraction," and how it relates to some things in my life.

The article is long - on purpose. It challenges you, in the first paragraph, to forgo your modern distractions (Twitter, e-mail, Facebook, the Crackberry/iPhone) and devote yourself to reading it. To focusing your entire, undivided attention on the article and what it has to say. Now, despite my opinion that the article is not well organized enough to relay its very powerful message in a powerful way (to my own half-assed attention span, it was mostly an ongoing meta-thought stream about attention and how we have none of it yet could have lots of it)... it does hit you hard. That is, if you make the effort to read all of it.

I'll be frank (or maybe Mary haha /overdone joke) - I had my own distractions while reading the article. My roommate came home and we talked about her miserable day, I had to blow my nose about five times because I'm sick, and that e-mail reflex whined at me to see if a job prospect had written me back yet.

But that's kind of the nature of things. I like to focus on the nose-blowing, the roommates. I mean, if I really devoted ALL my attention that article, my nasty post-flu snot would trickle to the back of my throat, compromising my immediate health! I had to succumb to that distraction, at least. And sometimes the main criminal distractions Anderson discusses, like e-mail and technology, are similarly life-necessary. Is it really wise to ignore the building blocks of our careers, our futures? I like to stay up to date on that distraction, myself.

Maybe my personal take-home revelation from the article is about living in the moment, how it can be dangerous but unavoidable. Even though that's not exactly what Anderson says. But personally, I enjoy living in the stupid mindless moment of things like these... our sorely belated Junk Drawer links.




  • Death Row game. This is a well-designed, good-humored game if I ever saw one. It took me a long first try to figure out how to master the game, then a delightful second try to beat it. I don't often show my video-game nerd side, but I'm a sucker for a good RPG/story-based game. If it has minigames built in... I'm sold. Play Death Row! Don't judge it by its controversial premise.

  • White Oleander by Janet Fitch. I read this book for the first time when I was a budding adolescent, 14 going on 15. It was touching and beautiful then, but I sped through it in a haze of emotional ignorance, and the only mark it left on me was its lyrical style. I've always valued lyricism above many things, so that was fine with me. But rereading it this past week, after almost six summers, I found a new tension and breathtaking connection in this novel. If you like stories about California, about mothers and daughters, about poetry and art, about women and men and life, read this. Read it.

  • This blast from the past. I'm probably "uncool" for wanting to listen to the solo albums some of the old members made. But I don't care! When they were good, S Club was gooood. I got the urge to Google them while listening to this song:





  • The Sims 3 torrent. You gotta be a little tech-savvy to download and do this right, but you can download The Sims 3 from an, ahem, questionable source, before the official release on June 2nd... or just buy it on Monday, since that's only 4 days away. I'll attest that I made a conscious effort to do this download safely, so I haven't had any problems. But you probably shouldn't mess up your computer if you don't know what you're doing.

  • Straslin. I don't think I've linked my friend Iseul before (it's a pen name, I'm not used to calling her that!). This is her online comic, which she's drawing during her year abroad. Some of the literary and cultural references I don't get, but in general the comic is adorable and very Iseul-like!

  • Empire Mag's Cryptic Canvas. 50 famous films hidden in a painting. Can you guess them all? I got to like 34 before having to search for hints. I'm sure you can do better!

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

Oh phlegmy


Epidemia de Pánico
Originally uploaded by Eneas

If you didn't know by now that the swine flu is no worse than any other typical flu we have in the world, then I am sad for you, and don't wish to explain that my flu may be swine flu or other but that I will not die from it. Because it's normal and I was smart enough to go to the doctor when I didn't feel well, and he told me how to take care of myself.

The end!

But I will say that, after yesterday's fun experimentation with seeing how much phlegm I could spit out in one cough, today's dry hacks are shredding my throat...

I'm out of groceries, but people's inevitable dirty looks on the subway and in the store will probably lead me to order take-out. Are restaurants open this weekend?

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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Summer breeze


Nostalgia V
Originally uploaded by lapidim

I haven't posted in a while. I've been lost in that strange limbo of emotion that is moving to a new (temporary) home, and I've felt uninspired. Not a lot of clutter-noteworthy stuff has been going on. I have been working at the elementary school where I am a teacher's aide/tutor/paper-cutter-outer full time, and it's enjoyable, but it feels so much more like an obligation than it ever did during the college school year. Must be because it used to feel like an escape from my peers, into a world of imagination and young human development, and now it's just the way I pass my otherwise unfilled time.

Today, I hit up the library as I walked to Central Park from my place - not that long of a walk, if you're wondering - and picked up White Oleander, Mysterious Skin and The Great Gatsby. It's been six years since Oleander, four since Gatsby, and Skin is brand new to me, although I saw the movie.


Summer Breeze - Jason Mraz

Summer is the most picturesque of seasons in my mind. In reality, I love all the seasons equally - their equality is so ingrained in me that I rarely realize it is true until I try to rank them and find that I can't. But summertime, more than the others, makes me write, makes me trust, makes me want to change, makes me happy. It makes me want summer stories and summer feelings. For a long time now, I have associated Janet Fitch's luscious prose and smoky-masked characters with the haze of summer. And my childhood summers were always so full of library reading "challenges" that I wish, several times annually, that I still had the kind of free time to be so dedicated to reading again.

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Friday, May 15, 2009

Wooo pessimism


Smorgas Chef
Originally uploaded by roboppy

That ^ is a Scandinavian restaurant I passed while exploring my new neighborhood. And this is a 10-minute post before work!

I can tell you, a couple things get old really fast. Here are some of the gems I am dealing with in my life right now:

- Waking up at 6:30 every weekday to work full time at an elementary school, to finish up my work study allowance. That got old after about a day.

- Dealing (passively?) with the fact that, during my move from Gramercy to a new place on East 49th, I LOST MY CLARINET. Now, you probably realize that, not having heard much about my clarinet-playing before, I'm not a virtuoso. But it still means a lot to me... to lose that clarinet in the trunk of a cab. Updates to come, if I ever get myself out of this pickle.

- Hearing my flatmate's poor sad kitten cry every day because she wants attention (food?) but not letting her out because she is not allowed in the main area of the apartment...

- Waking up at 6:30 every weekday to -- oh wait, I said that one already, didn't I? Well PARDON ME

Now it is time to brave midtown Manhattan rush hour!

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Monday, May 11, 2009

Ode to a Bagel


The Everything Bagel
Originally uploaded by bripc

O Bagel,
You are my world
My whole wheat everything, toasted please ya heard
Your salty brown self, with veggie spreaded hat
Don't you know that that is where it’s at? YEAH
Riding on the bus, my writing hand slack,
I looked in my tummy’s mind for a perfect post-final snack.
Cookies too rich, PB&J too bland,
I was running out of time before my bus would land.
That’s when I saw, out of the window by my head
Pick a Bagel on Third!
My tummy stopped dead.
I descended from the bus, excited and nervous
For your sweet crispy body, oh so curvous
Just a few short minutes, and I had you in my hands,
The tastiest snack ever, man oh man
Ran up to the dorm, ate a corner on the way,
Crazy and happy, you made my day.
Crunching poppy and sesame,
Salty tastes so good ta’ me
And that silky veggie spread got the colors I need
Carrots, onions, green things make me so free
My teeth tear at you, my round bready G,
Cause sometimes, bagel buddy, you’re kinda hard to eat
But it’s ok cause you made my day SUPER SWEET

© AYF 2009

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Friday, May 8, 2009

Stationery Paper-Gobbling Junkie



I need a new address book.

Before you go all 21st century on me, yes I do have a phone with space to store contact info, no I do not want an iPhone or a Blackberry, yes I do have a Moleskine planner that I could use but for heaven's sake it's a PLANNER, and no I do not want to have to log in to my e-mail or get to a computer every time I want to look up my grandfather's zip code. And yes I am using every ounce of my boredom to waste my time writing about address books right now.

I kick it old-school with paper a lot of the time, which I realize is somewhat eco-unfriendly. For that I am sorry. But I do my part, so I should be allowed a planner and an address book, right? But in looking through my address book, I am reminded of a very simple time wherein I thought I would have to record the address and phone number of every girl I ever talked to in middle school because I thought one day we would be good friends/pen-pals and I would have so many girl pals that I would need to keep them all in a book. So I copied a bunch of useless people's info from the middle school directory.

Now I have a little purple book full of minutiae like Sharon Never-Talked-To-Her's parents' house and Jennifer Lost-Touch-After-Graduation's ancient cell phone number. I do have useful family contact info and important best friend addresses, but it's not working for me.



In considering how much we twenty-somethings move around, for college and for jobs, things in address books begin to look a little creepy and obsessive, since we accumulate 3+ entries for single individuals. But now. Now all will change.

I have a revolutionary idea. I want to design an address book that is simple and not ugly, and it will have regular single-entry pages for Joe & Sarah Married-for-Fifteen-Years-and-Living-in-Napa, but also it will have a page under each letter for my college peeps. These college peeps entries will have a section for FOUR ADDRESSES! WHOA! College 1, College 2 and then Real Life 1 and Real Life 2! Because honestly who really sticks with their first life plan after college?

It's revolutionary and I bet I could make a sweet $17 from all six people who would buy it from me. (Listen, I don't have great mass-production resources ok) Here is a schematical blue/turquoiseprint because I know you're just itching to wrap your mind around this awesomeness.

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Junk Drawer 03 & 100th Post!

Hey guys! This is the 100th post for 13 Years of Clutter!

Thanks MyWickedSpace.com


Ahh brings back awful awful memories of Myspace. Does anybody still use that?! ha. Here are my random links for the week.


  • Cool Iris Pictures. This page full of pretty eyes is an "Untitled Document" according to the internet, but if it were up to me the title would be "AWESOME." (Scroll horizontally.) Maybe you can help me figure out the purpose of this, and why there are no brown eyes... :/

  • Invisibility "Cloak" Discovered at UC Berkeley. Yo I've been dreaming about this for years. Get excited!

  • Psyblog: The Science of Psychology. This is a page of links to their super-interesting articles, a lot of which are about our attention spans and why they are so funky. Lord knows I don't need a scientist to tell me about that...

  • Fix the Top 6 Causes of Clutter. Hey this one is relevant! :) I like the way CNN wrote this article - they take the clutter personality concept and offer realistic suggestions and useful links. For example, they cite the advice of the ApartmentTherapy.com founder: "[with gifts you received and are reluctant to get rid of even though you don't like them,] your duty is to receive it and thank the giver -- not to keep the gift forever."



Super catchy hummus rap. :)



  • Google Books preview of Does This Clutter Make My Butt Look Fat? A great book that synthesizes de-cluttering and dieting. It's on my list, now that I've seen this excerpt. :)

  • Retro Renovation. I just like this entire site, because it seems that retro is always in fashion, and they at least do it well at rr.com.

  • Candy Sushi. This amazing mom created a foody craft that is great for any age group. Older folks can supplement with real sake haha.

  • Savings Techniques for Women Who Can't Save. A friend of mine showed me this link, and I think it's great. It often seems that clutterers also have problems with finances, and these tips are very realistic and doable for both financially stable people and those who are getting themselves into deep sh*t with money every day...

  • The Unclutterer tells how to organize a shared drive. I love having an organized computer (hmm someday maybe I should post evidence of my pride and joy organization system) as you probably know. This post from The Unclutterer gives tips on a business-type shared network but they can work well for a personal computer too. Wow did I really just say "personal computer"?

  • Cathlin cooks... but mostly bakes!. Her dessert recipes make me crazy with lust late at night when I should be studying.

  • Multicolor Search Lab Flickr Set. Plug in up to 10 colors and this handy doohickey comes up with some really beautiful Flickr photos featuring those colors. I love it.

  • 30 Animal Photos That Will Make You Smile. Trust me, I too was a skeptical jerkface about this before I saw the pictures. Dare yourself to frown.


Have a great weekend, friends!

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Moody Martha

I've been struggling a lot with insecurity lately. I'm not sure if it's because I didn't write in my personal journal once for the month of April, or if it's this crappy weather or what. But not only have I been feeling particularly down in the dumps about my body and schoolwork, but I'm in a pessimistic mood about people in general.

You can call this whole thing - this not wanting to hang out with anyone/not wanting to talk to people unless I think they will grant me a rare conversation of more than the typical two minutes/general grumpiness - whatever you want. Call it depression or post-adolescent angst (my preferred term), but I think it's probably just a very long mood swing phase thing. Yeah I should be a psychologist!

The other day I just felt so put down by the idea that society apparently has a programmed paradigm of beauty that I don't fit. After reading through that site, I resigned myself to never being appreciated as a beautiful human being by anyone but my mother ever again, and I was complacent for about a day. I felt that I could act however I wanted and not feel weird if people ignored or judged me because I simply wasn't worth their time, as a non-beautiful person.

But I'm starting to realize this is bullshit. (Yes, "starting to" - my heart is a slow learner.) Mostly because tonight my gray mood lifted itself from the grave like a weird heat-sensitive Lazarus around my ring finger of sadness.

- Seeing that my dorm will be bringing puppies in on Wednesday for us to play with during finals stress? DING, gray to misty blue!
- Coming home to a delicious late dinner of spaghetti and meat sauce made by my amazing roommate? DING, whirlpool of amber!
- Finding out I got a $1,500 Dean's Undergraduate Research Fund Grant for next year? DING, jubilant yellow!
- Listening to the piano arrangement of the Debussy piece I just played with my chamber group? DING, joyous sea green!
- Laughing with aforementioned roommate at life and at Accigone / The WTF Blanket? DING, best mood ever. I can't put a color on that kind of priceless happiness. Can you?

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Sunday, May 3, 2009

The Age of A-Curious


Magnolia Blue
Originally uploaded by another planet

Bad pun about a musical I've never seen.

I've been thinking about age a lot lately. My translation professor is in the throes of old age, medical problems and all, and it worries me (except when he reminds us with vigor that he is still a crazy old Frenchman). I'm growing up, myself, and I'm learning things and getting customarily frustrated by how little I'm actually helping out in the world.

And I'm seeing just how much age can affect interpersonal relationships. The people I spend time with at school are no more than three years ahead or behind me, but sometimes those few years make a difference. (Or do they?)

I am such a different person than I was freshman year, and I can't help thinking that the current freshmen are only the beginnings of what they'll become next year, the year after, and the year after that. Can I really trust the ways they act now - their insecure, judgmental arguments and generalizations? If I can't trust that, what about the parts that seem genuine, the nice comments and the good times?

What makes me even more confused is that people my age are getting married. Engagements are popping up like crazy, and I think it's unwise. True, I do not know these frantic fiancés intimately, but I find it very hard to believe that they have grown up enough to be planning the rest of their lives when I have barely begun to understand the current part of my life.

Sure, sure, I haven't had a very exciting life. But I do consider myself a mature and reflective person, and I think I am thoughtful enough to consider the consequences of turning a fledgling relationship (less than a year in some cases! seriously, people?!) into a permanent life choice.

Maybe I'm misunderstanding. Maybe these people aren't planning their entire lives, and they're just planning the first of several marriages. If that's the case... well, it's really no better than what I originally thought it was and I'm super depressed about the world.

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Saturday, May 2, 2009

Junk Drawer 02

Here's our second installment! Let's get right to it.





Ok enjoy, and hope this brings an extra junk drawerful of happiness to the end of your week. :)

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